Taking a step back

I am in awe, of man made things, and God made things. I guess after almost twenty-one years of existence, I have hardly, hardly appreciated much the creativity that matters to me. I peer into the designing minds of Disneyland artists, and I just gape with an open jaw at the creativity of some individuals, and the immense beauty that comes when these individuals come together as an entity. And yeah.. It’s easy to get lost when there's so much around us, so much where we feel we'll never match up. And then some, I look at myself and wonder why my nose isn't on my navel. Or my penis isn't where my nose is. We see some sort of beauty in our normality as well. So in some sense, all these groundbreaking works, are conservatively normal. We have something within us, whether an instinct or collective memory that tells us what beauty is. We are a tainted generation. I do wonder if the beauty of Eden could have been described, or the immenseness of it all. Eden, I'd like to go there sometime.