The recovery council

Right now I’m wondering, how it would be like to be a different person. To be a responsible person. To not do things on a whim and fancy, to believe in working for the future than taking things as they come. Would I be any different? Would the way I see this world be different? It probably shall, but that isn't the important thing, what's really on my mind is how far away it all seems, and yet the end is near all at the same time. I guess I’m finding myself in the shite, and trusting God for the deliverance of my grades. You heard it here first, I’m fading fast and it's nearly dawn.